It hurt so much having to wake up next to a stranger in the morning, knowing that your warmth body is not there, your sleepy face looking at me with your lovely smile is no longer exist, and I am all cried out upon realizing that you are thousands miles away from me, and I have to wait for zillion days just to be in your arms again. That’s the reason why I rather slept on the floor, in the comfy sleeping bag, than having to sleep on the bed with someone else, instead of you.

I miss you, sweetheart. I really do.