My everdearest bedmate (I know you'll be reading this),

The day has finally come for me to leave you. When I saw you sleeping last night, tears flowing down my eyes, knowing that we are going to be far apart for God knows how long. Please take the best care of yourself while I'm gone, and bear in mind that I love you so much, beyond infinity. I'll bring you in my heart, wherever I go, and I am so gonna miss you. Please pray that I am going away only for a short while, and insyaAllah, we'll be together again. Take care, sayang and be good.

Tonz of love,
Your Sayang.

2 months
since the Big Day.

i love you
more and more
as each day passing by
and will always do.

Angel
I have a dream of you I can't define
You've been on my mind
Don't go
I feel lost without you by my side
Lost and on my own
Yeah I'm falling for an angel

Angel
Your brightest star is shining next to mine
Every night and day
You know
Stars exploded then they faded away
Then they faded away
Yeah I'm falling for an angel

Angel by Atilia (Talentime OST)

Dear God,

I could never be able to thank you enough
for giving me the greatest ANGEL one could ever wish for.

My life has been full of rainbows since you gave me
the ANGEL who never once fail to kiss me good night.

Please let my ANGEL stay with me
til the day when the earth stop standing still.

Let me love my ANGEL with all my heart
til the time stops ticking.

For this wonderful gift
thank you, God!

Yes it is.
And again, I'm sorry that I hurt you.
Please forgive me.

Photo taken from PostSecret

I wish we could remain friends.
We would be able to talk as usual.
I could still tease you whenever I wanted to.
Things are getting difficult as we did nothing to keep those promises.
How I wish you would never walk away and completely threw me out of your life.

How I wish.

I miss you.

The main reason why I choose to be with him instead of you is the way he treated his late mother like an angel, not like a crazy maniac like you do.

Whenever I am craving for a quart of Baskin Robbins ice-cream but you could not simply afford it, make it even worst.

He can afford it.

That’s why I married him instead of you.

I’m sorry.

My supercomel sweet little Tasha, among those person in Adelaide that I miss the most. Nanti balik Adelaide mau ciomciompelokpelok sampai lebam. Jaga kau! Hohoho~

Well, I have an interesting life that I wish I could scream my lungs out just to show those people how happy I am right now. Personally, the best think I could do at this mo, is to be thankful to The One who make it happened. Whatever it is, always remember that:

Educated People Don’t Shout.

Thank you.

The bedmate always reminds me not to downgrade myself just to get even with the person who simply throws his / her brain down the street. Well, it's quite surprising that the things that I thought had bring joy to each and everyone that I care so much, had actually brought more tears than laughter. Even if it happened to only one particular person, it tears my heart to tiny little pieces. I couldn’t satisfy everyone, could I?

Hell yeah, people can’t simply shut their mouth, even if you actually wish that they would pray for your happiness, they just could not be bothered. That’s life, and even if your true blue, your skin and blood, could easily pretended as if they were happy upon seeing you being happy when in reality, who knows that they were actually hoping that all your wishes would not come true?

Well, it hurt, but we’ll see what happen in the near future. Just wish them luck, and I just can’t wait to see those hypocrites having to posses the acts of goody-two-shoes, and living in a lie for the rest of their lives. It would be interesting, eh? No? You, I know you are reading this. Good Luck cos Luck is Good. *evil grin*

I Go

So long, fare thee well
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell
So turn down this bed of stone
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong

The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life, you're my sweetest nightingale
But I can't hear it here no more
And I go
I go

Hush now, don't shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face

Words & Music By Pete Teo. All rights reserved 2008